Monthly Archives: March 2010
Peace Of Mind
One day, I would love for my phone to not ring off the hook with people inundated with problems and issues for me to solve. I feel everything, especially with the people I care about. I love everyone, but I … Continue reading
Just when I thought I could Breathe…
I was molested from the age of 4 up until I was 12 years old by a myriad of different people. Most were relatives but there were also non relatives that would also touch me inappropriately. My oldest cousin that … Continue reading
I seen it all!
My oldest cousin was a force to be reckoned with. He did a lot of unexplainable things that even doctors couldn’t figure out. One time, we had all enjoyed watermelon and put our rimes in the garbage can. When we … Continue reading
The Race For The Bone
While living in DC with my two brothers and two male cousins, we were in the basement as usual and the door was locked. Our German Shepherd, King, was with us. We were watching TV and I don’t remember what … Continue reading
Prepare For The Worse
My baby came back from his 10th doctor visit today and he is totally dismayed by the lack of competency within the medical community. Doctors are so used to taking short cuts, they don’t give complete physicals anymore. They don’t … Continue reading
Inner Peace
My inner soul has been replenished…finally to the point of complete satisfaction. My man, My lover, my complete sense of true worth…restored. The very essence of my inner sanctity, the very core of my paradigm is a spiritual development in … Continue reading
My Walks when I was young.
I would go for walks and get into deviant behavior because I was either bored out of my mind or I just didn’t feel like having somebody touch me again. I was 12 years old now. Whenever I would walk … Continue reading
The Sleep Over Nightmare
As a young child, we instinctively trust all of the adults that come into our path starting with our parents. Your parents are fundamental in the development of comfort, security and trust. When that foundation cracks, your entire life can … Continue reading
Why I hate Basements!
As a child, there were 5 kids. Me and my two brothers. My oldest brother was mentally retarded and my youngest brother was 6 years younger. And there were two males cousins that lived with us. One was my age … Continue reading
My Back…Ouch!
I was asleep in my bed. Laying on my stomach. I had to be 4 or 5 years old. My aunt was there babysitting as usual. I had two twin beds but she chose to sit on my bed while … Continue reading
Inner Revelation 